I want to scream. I want to scream and get out of here.
I feel so.. purposeless. I don't know what I want out of life, I don't know what I want to do next year and what I can do next year. Do I want to model? I don't know. Do I want to study? I don't know.
It's crazy and I feel like I'm having a fever.
I don't want to sit on the couch all day, if I have to go through that again next year I'll die. But what can I do? Can I lose more weight? Do I even want to lose more weight? But what else? What am I destined to do? Why does nobody tell me? :(
It's superscary and I want it to stop.
1 Comments:
You have the beauty and the brains.
You must think about the thinks that make YOU happy at the end of the day. Not what makes people around you happy. You have ‘tasted’ the life as a student and as a model and you will be great in whatever you pick to do:) What you do need to realize is that not everyone has the change to study at a university, but modeling is a talent too. You will be oké, go to the beach for a day, very refreshing!
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