Hi darlings of mine

I haven't posted here for a very, very long while, but I missed writing in English. I don't know why, but it always seems more easy for me. Maybe because Dutch is more provocating to me, I mean, writing things in Dutch really shows how I am, and that's a bit scary. Not that I cannot expres myself in English, of course.

Well. My life has been all different since the last time I wrote. I graduated high school, I started university, I became a model and stopped going to university.
Now I'm left as a new model, with hopes and dreams, but yet a whole lot to learn. I have no work at the moment, I'm waiting for new things to come.
I have a COSMOgirl coming up, this Thursday, featuring me, I have 3 shoots for students of the ArtEZ coming up and 2 shows in January.
Also, Christmas is next week, YAY! I feel Christmassy, which feels nice and warm and cosy.

I will make a little list, with a little Christmasmessage for each and everyone of you!
Mama & Papa: Thank you so much for supporting me in everything I do. I really appreciate you being lovely parents and not hate me for stopping university. I love you :)
Sjoerd: You are the funniest, funniest, funniest person I know. You make me laugh at everything, thanks for being the little comedian in the house :) <3
Lenna: I love you. You are ill now, and I really really want to care for you, SO BADLY, but you say I can't because I would get ill. But I want to. I don't care in which state you are, how bad you look, how much you sneeze, because I want to be with you always.
Maria: Hi sweet person :) I love that I can still laugh with you after so many years, and that we go swimming and do nothing at all but linger in the water and be insulted by your little sis.
Lot: You are ubertalented, you should know that. You are going to be someone. But untill then you'll just be my someone :)
Steven: WE ALL MISS YOU! But I think it's amazing that you're having so much fun in France, with Icha :)
Xanna: After all those years, really, we didn't change a thing, did we? Haha. I still adore your angelic presence.
Kauf: You're one of those people I can tell everything to, I can talk to you about my most-far-away feelings. And I will be there for you when you need to talk about yours.
Anna: I love that you always understand me and that you and Len are so alike, because, of course you're different people, but it makes me feel closer to you because I've already learned to understand his personality. And that we write stories where we sleep with famous people and we don't even feel silly about it.
Laurie: I miss you. You will always be my partypartner :)
Merel: I love you being the only sane person in modeling world, I feel I can trust you and I adore that we share stupid jokes.
Vita: I remember when I met you, the first thing you said was: 'I was so curious what your voice would sound like.' Because that's your signature to me: your voice. You're such a bright personality and I love doing things with you: it doesn't matter if it's a party, a concert or running through rain and thunder.
Suus: I do miss you at times, you were my drama-relationship and I never see you anymore.
Toeps: Thank you so much for everything, really, and remember that you are a real, real talent :)
Micha: THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME, OH-MY-GOD.

Love