Today, I love.

Thursday night, when I was in Alkmaar, sleeping at sweet Merel's place, I had an amazing phone call with Len. I at that point realised that, whatever I do, he's always on my mind and I want to be with him for as long as we both can.
Just little things that make me smile and happy..
Like the fact that once, when I was sad at his place, he asked: "Do you want to listen to some music?" And I was like, "no", but the put the sound of his computer on and I heard the tunes of the Irn Bru snowman-commercial. I have so many memories to that tune :) (Not even memories I share with him, but he somehow knew that I loved the song and somehow found it on the internet.)
Or the fact that he remembered that when we were in the zoo in June, I saw a pluche orca/killer whale toy and wanted one. He gave one to me in November, when we were together 2 years.
Or that he calls me when I have to go somewhere I'm not familiar, and refuses to hang up untill I'm there.

So I love you. And I don't care I'm ickysticky because this is how I feel.